Internals and externals come from levels of Higher Selves who seek balance in their expression. We are their expansion on external and internal qualities of the soul.
What is an Internal Self? It is the being who is in the state. It is not processing, not interacting, not analyzing, not even expressing itself. It is the being who is.
After a conversation with someone who I love but I don't have, they pointed out without really saying it that I am not good enough to be with them even though they recognized the connection. This is the second time that the no came.