When I lived in few recent incarnations, I hardly could have. I hardly could achieve much, and I didn’t know why. I simply had an understanding that it did not work. When I tried, it didn’t work. When I didn’t try, it worked.
Dynamics between internals and externals when help is concerned is unique. Internals always help, externals always take, the dynamics of getting support from them for internals is quite an adventure...
